Saturday May 26, 2001
Last night was a huge mess. Mikey attempted to cook chicken and ended up smoking us out of the apartment. It wasn't cool. He got all pissy with me and insisted that I go to bed at 9 so he could barracade the bedroom against the smoke. He stuck both the kids in bed with us and stuffed rags under the door to seal out the air. It was a pain in the ass.
Mikey's been in a shitty mood since last night. I hate it when he's like this. There's no real reason for it and nothing I can do to cheer him up. It makes my whole day suck. Not to mention the fact that I really want to have sex and he hasn't been into it for days.
Elijah has been really cute lately. He has a backpack that he likes to wear around the house while he plays "Dora the Explorer". I thought that was pretty neat so I made him a map of three things in our living room sorta like on the show and set up a stuffed animal to play the part of Swiper the fox and we played out a scene like on the show. He kept calling me Boots (another character) and if he hadn't been so serious I probably would have laughed at him. He's also been running around the house wearing a hard hat and carrying a hammer. I think he's playing "Bob the Builder" which is another Nick Jr. show that he likes. There isn't too much for me to do with that one.
Sometimes we play "Blue's Clues". I draw a bunch of silly pictures on a page and then pick three that are related and put pawprints on them. Elijah finds them and circles them and we draw them in our handy dandy notebook and try to figure out what they mean. I'm probably not supposed to have that much fun with it, but I think I like it better than him sometimes.
Mikey and I have made up since I started writing this morning and I even got laid. That always brightens my day. I wish I could convey how much sex means to me and how much better I feel when I have it. I'd say that I could have sex at least once a day forever and never get tired of it. Now why can't Mikey feel the same? He is the man after all. *sigh* In 10 years he'll be the one who's insatiable and I'm sure that I won't be the one receiving all that attention. Not to man bash here, but that seems to be the case for most guys. Of course, Mikey's the exception now because he wants sex so little so maybe he'll be the exception to that too.
