Thursday June 28, 2001
I'm in the process of redesigning my diary. Don't expect to see too much done with it yet. I spent all morning doing that instead of other things and now I'm starting to feel a little burned out.
I heard the news yesterday that Mikey is going to Kuwait in July. He'll be gone for 3 months. In a way I'm glad he's going. There is always such a feeling of tension whenever he's around. I don't fully trust him. I've seen him blow up with no warning because of something that happened in his game too many times in the past. I'm constantly on edge when he's home.
On the other hand, 3 months is practically forever. I stay at home all day by myself with the boys and even if Mikey and I fight constantly, I still like the company. And let's not forget the sex. Even if I don't get it as often as I'd like, I don't have to go 3 months in between. I'm feeling sort of torn and down about the whole thing.
Mikey went out with Mundo last night to drink. I trust Mundo to take care of him. I've known him longer than Mikey since he was in my actual class back at AIT. It's really irratating to be around drunk Mikey when I'm sober. I suppose he felt the same why a couple of weeks ago when I drank for that class. -That's a cool story in itself, but I can't remember if I wrote it here already or not.-
The blogs are going fine. Check mine out: Tandis Flavored Fun (or Musings and ORTs Lite, as I think of it) And for something completely different read my collaborative blog with Kelly: Girls Gone Wild.
